英伦三年纪念(三)

lois
按照顺序,我最先认识lois。在申请过程中,她最后一个出现,并和我先后来了英国。在中国那年的记忆,亏了还有以前写的l流水账帮我回忆。
2003年3月14日写的,转贴如下
 
一年又一年,year by year
2002年,大四
一月,大学所有的考试结束了,也算是一种终结
二月,新年依然是匆匆忙忙的,不过终于在北京的郊区,放了许久没有放过的烟火花炮.想起北野武的花火
三月,决定回宿舍写论文,体会一个人住宿舍的感觉.
四月………………………………….什么记忆也没有
五月,大学最后的考试。不到一年,当时的感觉已经遥远得像春天早上的雾气
六月,高高兴兴地带着”伪球迷”的帽子,挥汗起着世界杯的哄.发现体育和政治真是有关系.别管大球小球,都能转动地球
七月,看几米以后,更不知道下了地铁应该往左走,还是往右走
八月,在心情好的时候,才会随手翻翻<<你今天心情不好吗?>>
九月十月,借着北京的黄金季节,和lois游了北京大大小小二十多座寺庙,人与神之间也不过是一层利益关系.惊魂了秋天破庙恶狗追。
十一月,把夏天没有游的泳一口起补了回来.
十二月,X’mas eve越来越热闹,可觉得冷清的人也越来越多.freshy因为怕寂寞,来我这边和我挤一张床.结果却是她上了半夜的网,我看了半夜的闲书.
 
2003年4月以后,论坛路开始了——一个浓缩了的社会和加速了的人生。
 

英伦三年纪念(二)

FRESHY
以前给freshy的生日写过一个blog,回忆我们那四年,还有这七年。最近和freshy联系很少,就送她两首歌吧。
DIDO—-white flag
I know you think that I shouldn’t still love you

I’ll tell you that
But if I didn’t say it
Well, I’d still have felt it
Where’s the sense in that?

 

I promise I’m not trying to make your life harder

Or return to where we were

 

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

 

I know I left too much mess

And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can’t talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It’s over"
Then I’m sure that that makes sense

 

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

 

And when we meet

As I’m sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I’ll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I’ve moved on

 

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

 

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won’t put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I’m in love and always will be

 

 
 
James Blunt—-Cry
I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.

You and I have been through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.

I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

英伦三年纪念(一)

仿佛有很多话想说,却又都积溢于心。犹如飞花扑面,目不暇接,却留不住一瓣。
嗯。三年多了。又一批毕业要走,又一批新生要来。人生,便在这往来俯仰间。
每年这个时候,都会莫名生出许多情愫。不同的是,逐渐,感伤渐渐取代了感慨。
看着他们的年轻,他们的兴高采烈,我也饶有兴致地回忆起来自己出国这一路。
TOEFL,七年以前考的了吧?在北大还是北航,不太记得了。623还是627?也不是太记得了。曾经以为该是铭记一生的,过去了便忽略了便遗忘了。那几年,寒暑假经常和ZR跑去新东方上上课。最喜欢的还是电影欣赏。TOEFL and GRE都旷了一半,睡了一半。和其他人相比,这考试准备的过程实在是令人汗颜。那时候,纯粹是为了学英语而去上课,有打算考试,没打算出国。
 
第一段,给ZR.
ZR,我不禁要问,咱们是不是属于那种没有梦想,但是颇有兴致的学生?没有美国梦,没有英伦情结。相比多数那时候出国的人来说,人家脚踏实地,我们青烟绝尘,日子有趣而惬意。
 
记得大一的圣诞节,人家通常都去教堂和酒吧,喜欢时尚的去追寻时尚,崇尚浪漫的去感受浪漫。我和ZR第一次“约会”,起源于你来我往的一次挑衅,然后,就骑着车一起去了天安门。
 
后来去华威游泳晚上听着FM97.4跑步,永远刻薄自己不可救药地越来越胖安慰对方还未人老珠黄彼此之间得到平衡和满足然后再一道去吃吃喝喝。
 
有次两个人很奢侈很奢侈,买了乐事,可乐,豌豆脆,时尚和精品。
 
有次两个人很衰的很衰,卡里没钱,重值窗口也关了门。坐在四食椅子上看着人来人往中是否有熟悉的面孔可以搭救一把。
 
有次很穷,就在首航超市那边买了袋素丸子,也美美地吃了顿晚餐。
 
有个夏天,两个人分了一整个西瓜,吃完了根本走不动路。有个冬天,刷夜准备考试,早上五点就跑到学校旁边,卖煎饼他们家门口等着顺便取暖。
 
ZR晃着脑袋,给一佳神编着“白芝麻是草莓上面的籽, 黑芝麻是猕猴桃里面的籽。”
 
ZR在我准备考试的时候帮我写作业
 
ZR模仿《等爱的女人》里面的那段甜蜜蜜的天空
 
ZR时不时在我面前感慨;“唉……,真不敢睁大眼睛,这隐形一不小心就容易掉出来。”
 
她有她不想说的,我有我不愿说的,我们有很多共同分享的,共同探讨的。所以,我们是很好朋友。
 
ZR和freshy代表了我寄托的岁月。